May 3, 2010 at 2:07 P.M. More "errors" inserted in "A Philosophical Investigation of Ludwig Wittgenstein." ("Stephen J. Schaeffer and Conduct Unbecoming to the Judiciary in New Jersey" and "More Child-Porn and -Prostitution in New Jersey" as well as "Neil M. Cohen, Esq. and Conduct Unbecoming to the Legislature in New Jersey" then "Sybil R. Moses and Conduct Unbecoming to the Judiciary in New Jersey.")
April 3, 2010 at 6:00 P.M. This essay was posted earlier today. Numerous "errors" were inserted in the text. I have now corrected those "errors." Keep 'em coming.
April 3, 2010 at 2:37 P.M. Access to the Internet was denied to me yesterday. Several of my essays were altered or defaced in violation of copyright laws and the U.S. Constitution. Can Cubans believe America's pronouncements concerning free speech or the rights of dissidents? I am afraid not.
May 9, 2008 at 11:06 A.M. I am blocking "spyware":
http://ad.doubleclick.net/adj/N3753.msn/B271049...
http://ad.doubleclick.net/activity;src=1652863;met=...
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May 8, 2008 at 9:11 A.M. new obstacles prevent me from accessing Critique. Has MSN groups closed? I will do my best to return to my MSN group. I'll try to write today. My image at that group may be blocked. No images can be posted at this blog or with my profile. I will run scans throughout the day. I am blocking:
http://docs.google.com/EmbedSlideshow?docid=d...
http://docs.google.com/js/949013627-plus_embed-view.csshttp://dics.google.com/js/30827582-PresentlyIndirect.js ("JS" = Superior Court Judge, New Jersey?)
http://docs.google.com/js/116215014-EmbedSlideshow.js
http://rover.ebay.com/ar/1/711-58813-2060-2014 (I do not have an e-bay account!)
http://icedz.ebay.com/ad/212041...
May 6, 2008 at 10:26 A.M. I received a call from 212-645-5985; same caller at 10:34 A.M.; then again at 10:43 A.M.; and at 10:47 A.M.; "anonymous" calls at 10:58 A.M. At 11:02 A.M. I received another call from 212-645-5985 and at 11:06 A.M. from the same caller. Harassment?
May 6, 2008 at 8:51 A.M. several articles critical of Senator Robert "Bob" Menendez were defaced. I am unable at this time to correct them, yet again, in order to re-post them. I am obstructed from accessing my MSN group. I will continue to run scans, devoting the rest of the day to regaining access to my group. Furthermore, I will devote more essays to Senator Bob and New Jersey corruption in response to these tactics. I will do my best to make corrections of writings altered or destroyed by hackers last night. ("Senator Bob, the Babe, and the Big Bucks" and "New Jersey's Feces-Covered Supreme Court.")
May 5, 2008 at 9:16 A.M. It is difficult to post essays at Critique, where a number of essays have already been vandalized today. I will continue to struggle to make necessary corrections. I am blocking:
http://ad.doubleclick.net/adj/N3753.MSN/B271049... ("ADJ" = Apellate Division Judge, NJ?)
http://ad.doubleclick.net/activity;src=165283;met=...
http://ad.doubleclick.net/activity;src=165283;met=...
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Calls received from 757-990-8980 at 9:16 A.M., then again at 9:57 A.M., in addition to the usual anonymous "marketers." Obscene calls are also received regularly from these numbers. These may be "dummy numbers" used by hidden phantom callers.
"In New Jersey's super-corrupt atmosphere, nothing is sacred or beyond conversion to a patronage pit. Seemingly everything Jersey politicians do is designed to help themselves or their friends. Little is done because it is the right thing to do. Sometimes it can be the right thing, but in that case, it's a coincidence."
Bob Ingle & Sandy McClure, The Soprano State: New Jersey's Culture of Corruption (New York: St. Martin's, 2008), p. 9.
I have just spent hours coping with the usual harassment, obstructions of access to my sites, defacements and vandalism of essays, destruction of written work, attempts at frustration or inducement of violent reactions. Really, what I experience -- almost on a daily basis -- is a sadistic delight in inflicting emotional and psychological pain on a human being whose mind (weirdly) is both envied and hated. This sick cruelty can only provide a twisted form of sexual pleasure for the would-be tormentor.
I never before fully appreciated to what extent one might be hated for intelligence. Creative ability and imagination are things that inspire hatred, loathing, mostly fear among simple and confused people. These qualities are now grounds for the destruction of human beings in America -- at least, they are in New Jersey. At this point in my life, I have no other explanation for these attacks on my writings. Perhaps there has never been another explanation. ("Terry Tuchin, Diana Lisa Riccioli, and New Jersey's Agency of Torture.")
There is something about intelligence that frightens brutal and ignorant men and women -- who are also beguiled by ideas that they recognize are beautiful and important, but which will always be beyond their grasp. This is felt to be "unfair," somehow. If they (Diana, Terry, and people like them) cannot understand something important, they believe that no one should understand such things or discuss them. These people are called "therapists" -- at least in New Jersey, where they are protected by corrupt police and prosecutors from the consequences of any crimes they commit against dark-skinned or poor people. A great deal of anti-semitism and racism is motivated by hatred of intelligence and beauty. ("Is Humanism Still Possible?" and "New Jersey's KKK Police Shocker.")
Like so much of artistic culture and the true richness of life, these beauties are indestructible. These priceless "things of the mind" cannot be stolen or taken by force. The stupid and cruel person faced with someone who relishes the life of the mind and who offers its fruits -- even to his tormentors -- free of charge, cannot avoid being infuriated not by what he or she will never "know" (which is a lot!), but by what he or she will never "be." It is frustration at your own inadequacies and intellectual limitations that causes you to insert "errors" in my writings. I have learned this lesson from James Baldwin as well as many others. Mr. McGill? ("Miami's Cubanoids Protest AGAINST Peace!")
Was Nydia Hernandez a part of recent dismal events in Trenton? I wonder whether Nydia has visited my sites? Three child-porn rings broken up in New Jersey. (Soon: "Sybil R. Moses Joins the Lesbian Love Fest!")
It is not what I say; rather, it is what I am that is unforgivable. What I am is a thinker. I am someone who chooses to reason and feel (even when it is painful to do so), and whose faults are as great as any other person's faults -- yet who insists on remaining just that: a PERSON. It is only by remaining a person that one can acknowledge faults, while also demanding recognition of injustices and crimes suffered at the hands of others, others whose hypocrisy alone makes them much worse than I am or ever will be. Ethics, Mr. McGill? ("New Jersey's 'Ethical' Legal System.")
Spacing has been affected in this essay, unfortunately. "Errors" were inserted twice after I posted the work earlier this afternoon. Legal ethics, Mr. Rabner? ("What is it like to be plagiarized?" and "What is it like to be tortured?" then "No More Cover-Ups and Lies, Chief Justice Rabner!")
It is those others who have chosen to abandon their status as persons who are in need of sympathy, not me. These monsters are, in the end, to be pitied. For they can only live comfortably among persons who are as morally repulsive and dimwitted as themselves (Ms. Poritz?), which must be a fate worse than death. And they are, therefore, cursed not to know or be anything but what little they are within themselves, what they have become and will remain in their ideological prisons -- their own envy and greed, anger, and self-chosen stupidity is what they have become and will be forever. Sadly, I must expect more vandalism and censorship of this text. I will continue to write. ("What is it like to be censored in America?")
